a better tomorrow

well well.......the pain's a little more managable now. so let's see, i've been stuck in front of the comp for the past 3 days. haven't indulged in the unmentionables for the past 3 days too. and here i am, blogging away to the beat of the break beats, an mp3 compilation purchased sometime ago from the friend neighbourhood pirate. it's really cool, they've got gatecrasher, timo maas and even the swordfish ost all in a cd....and gatecrasher alone probably costs 40++ (hmv quotations), kudos to the evil genius who invented mp3s. sadly but surely it seems, this blog has detracked away from its initial purpose of serving as a cathartic experience documenting the inner thoughts and grievances otherwise unmanifested in the real world....yet now it seems like just another routinal logbook about the mundane events everyday.....just check out the past 3 entries. ok perhaps the immense boredom from slacking around at home has gotten to me....mitigating perhaps, but still worthless entries nonetheless. found some of my older diary entries the other day, written circa 2000,2001. now that would be interesting. perhaps i'll just do a back entry of my previously, sporadic journals.