Emancipation! ORD LOH
This has to be the first time in weeks, or rather empircally speaking a whole month since i last gathered enough resolve not to play romance of the three kingdoms and choosing instead to update my archaic blog when i turn on my com. oh well. the most significant progress in my hedonistically boring life is of course, MY NEWLY REGAINED STATUS AS A CIVILIAN!!!!! yes it's official. the rites are completed, the rite of passage journeyed, and the symbol of my enfrancishment as part of the civilian society and my emancipation from military jurisdiction regained - my PINK IC!
Next is of course, the reason why the past month has been hedonistically boring. nothing constructive went underway, with the exception of my confirmed enrollment into UWA and the SGX trader course which i took last week, the past month has been all about snooker, romance of the three kingdoms, screwing up my biological clock waking up after 12 everyday, and the whole process just repeats itself. In the spirit of my blog, this is truly a carthatic lifestyle, making up for the loss pleasures and oppression for the past 2 1/2 yrs.
Speaking of 2 1/2 yrs, the lucky bastards to be borne after 1984 have it really lucky. In a display of nepotism at it's best, the minister of defence has suddenly decided to make NS, national slavery 2 yrs regardless of education level! Not a surprise if u consider that Teo Chee Hian's son has just enlisted. well i can't say for sure if the new rule affects those already enlisted, but nevertheless, i do wonder why my parents didn't plan my conception in tandem with some other white horse.....
It's Euro 2004 month as well, which probably explains why i'm actually blogging and not playing game cos' i'm waiting for Germany vs Holland to kick off. Went for a usual game of snooker with BQ and went selegie for supper after that. what defined the evening was perhaps me driving BQ's lorry around the parking lot while he was busy listening to his ex pouring sorrows. This is where it gets rather interesting. Throughout supper, BQ was on the phone with his ex who's apparantly having some problems with her current, who happens to be BQ's cousin....pretty incestuous i must say. While it was sweet of BQ to listen to her and serve as an outlet of her carthatic therapy, what i couldn't agree with was the way he insidiously suggested to her to break-up. Apparantly there are some fault lines between his relationship with his cousin as well, which BQ spared no effort in embellishing it as a package in his effort to persuade his ex to breakup. If it wasn't the fact that we went through shithole together for almost 2 yrs, i would probably perceive him to be the despicable bastard. I mean, how is not paying for food, asking for loans, taking free cigarettes perpetually, unintentional bad-mouthing or even one's lacksadisical nature has any bearings on whether a girl decides to break up with the cuz cos if anything, it sounds more like reasons for BQ to disown that loser cousin of his. unless of course the relationship is indeed an incestuous love triangle, a scenario which i seriously do not wish to ponder.... How is it that a relationship can be so complicated? This reminds me of Li Qinglong and his stories of how ke gu min xin his relationship with his ex was, how he got a tattoo after their breakup etc. I seem to have a weird idea that deep inside, most young people have a deviated wish to screw up their relationships in their sub-conscious bid to achieve what would constitute perhaps in their opinion the greatest love tragedy since Romeo and Juliet. In chinese, they would call it Yong Ren Zi Rao. In truly a carthatically Ah Q criticism on all love birds, i'm so glad i'm not tied down by any constraints of affection now. And maybe that's just a self-deluded sub conscious outburst to my pathetically empty life. If i'm reading this when i'm forty and still virgin in every sense, that would probably be the last thing on my mind. just wondering if i'm forty and reading this, wonder if the Germany Holland match would be a classic?
now for the kick off.
Next is of course, the reason why the past month has been hedonistically boring. nothing constructive went underway, with the exception of my confirmed enrollment into UWA and the SGX trader course which i took last week, the past month has been all about snooker, romance of the three kingdoms, screwing up my biological clock waking up after 12 everyday, and the whole process just repeats itself. In the spirit of my blog, this is truly a carthatic lifestyle, making up for the loss pleasures and oppression for the past 2 1/2 yrs.
Speaking of 2 1/2 yrs, the lucky bastards to be borne after 1984 have it really lucky. In a display of nepotism at it's best, the minister of defence has suddenly decided to make NS, national slavery 2 yrs regardless of education level! Not a surprise if u consider that Teo Chee Hian's son has just enlisted. well i can't say for sure if the new rule affects those already enlisted, but nevertheless, i do wonder why my parents didn't plan my conception in tandem with some other white horse.....
It's Euro 2004 month as well, which probably explains why i'm actually blogging and not playing game cos' i'm waiting for Germany vs Holland to kick off. Went for a usual game of snooker with BQ and went selegie for supper after that. what defined the evening was perhaps me driving BQ's lorry around the parking lot while he was busy listening to his ex pouring sorrows. This is where it gets rather interesting. Throughout supper, BQ was on the phone with his ex who's apparantly having some problems with her current, who happens to be BQ's cousin....pretty incestuous i must say. While it was sweet of BQ to listen to her and serve as an outlet of her carthatic therapy, what i couldn't agree with was the way he insidiously suggested to her to break-up. Apparantly there are some fault lines between his relationship with his cousin as well, which BQ spared no effort in embellishing it as a package in his effort to persuade his ex to breakup. If it wasn't the fact that we went through shithole together for almost 2 yrs, i would probably perceive him to be the despicable bastard. I mean, how is not paying for food, asking for loans, taking free cigarettes perpetually, unintentional bad-mouthing or even one's lacksadisical nature has any bearings on whether a girl decides to break up with the cuz cos if anything, it sounds more like reasons for BQ to disown that loser cousin of his. unless of course the relationship is indeed an incestuous love triangle, a scenario which i seriously do not wish to ponder.... How is it that a relationship can be so complicated? This reminds me of Li Qinglong and his stories of how ke gu min xin his relationship with his ex was, how he got a tattoo after their breakup etc. I seem to have a weird idea that deep inside, most young people have a deviated wish to screw up their relationships in their sub-conscious bid to achieve what would constitute perhaps in their opinion the greatest love tragedy since Romeo and Juliet. In chinese, they would call it Yong Ren Zi Rao. In truly a carthatically Ah Q criticism on all love birds, i'm so glad i'm not tied down by any constraints of affection now. And maybe that's just a self-deluded sub conscious outburst to my pathetically empty life. If i'm reading this when i'm forty and still virgin in every sense, that would probably be the last thing on my mind. just wondering if i'm forty and reading this, wonder if the Germany Holland match would be a classic?
now for the kick off.
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